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Flynn is perfect. Sorry Mum, think I got lucky with another good one! :) He is demanding feeds roughly every 3 hours and is a beautiful, settled little boy in between. He had his 2 week check today. Flynn is now weighing 7lbs 5ozs and is above birth weight woo hoo! He hasn't had any respiratory problems since we left hospital, thank god. It has made me so paranoid and I was a bit hesitant to leave him alone for the first few days. We have the Angelcare baby monitors and they have been a real blessing. I have been able to sleep of a night knowing that it will let me know if he stops breathing! 

Our first week at home has been better than I imagined. There has been so many changes for Lucas, but he has taken it all in his stride and is a doting big brother. I should have known he would adjust perfectly, he has always been amazing that way. He is the best little helper. Lucas grabs a wipe out when its time to change Flynn, which resulted in him getting pee in his hair the other day, courtesy of his little bro! He has an obsession with pointing out all of "bubby's" body parts and has the proudest look on his face when Flynn holds his hand. He has been super curious when it comes to feed times. He climbs up near us and has a really good look at what I'm doing. Lucas insisted on holding Flynn's hand while he had a feed, it was the sweetest thing! I know how great it is to have a little brother and I am so excited to watch my two boys grow up together and become the best of friends. 

As for me, there are no words to truly describe how I feel. I am so blessed to have my boys and every time I look at them I fall more in love. I am lucky to have such a supportive, loving partner who tolerated me even when I was hormonal, fat and horrible. Most of all, I am so thankful for my life - I can't imagine it being any more amazing!